low......

sometimes my strength falls and i feel the darkness creep over me...*sighs* i feel very alone....and very lost...how much longer......

take the path of fire...or the path of water.....?

fire travells where the best places for it to burn are.....water travels wherever..always in one constant direction...always in the same cycle...water is very efficent.....where as fire is very unpredictable.....

interpretation: i wonder if i should take a path thro life like water and not transfer...or should i take the path of fire, and grab this opportunity as fire would to wood...*sighs* ive gotten really far...i need conselling.....i need to talk to Umi-sama......she will no.....she can help... she's had this experiance b4...

on other notes..tis has been a very bad week...just today i discovered the wire for my braces was sticking into my flesh....i tried bending the wire...but it would not...and it was poking a really deep hole...so i had to go to the orthadontist ><....... ne wayz, stuff 2 do, l8z


Hoshi*

*sighs* this week has been rough, try outs are leaving me wid lots of bruises...ouch...my elbow hurts...*sniff* im so tired, demo i kno very shortly i'll have to start working, today i finally got my sheets from guidance.......b^-^ turns out she was working, she managed to fax my info to ward..*phew* and around....4:45 i recieved a phone call from the school's vice...they told me to go on monday *gets to take day off* WOO-hOO *eh heh heh so dat means no tom off...oo and there was this guy bothering me..luckily i managed to get over being annoyed and now he's pretty cool, we had a nice chatt today..i think it was yesterday..my dad fell down the stairs....>< i didnt even hear cause i had my tunes on really loud...i think he's okies..demo he has bruises and scratches ........:S ah....so cold...when will the sun shine??? asked from Astrid Divine!!! yes...i too have already come to the conclusion dat i am weird.....*hehehe....oh wellllll must star doing sumthin...l8z!

Uh...

I fixed your comment thingy... it was accidentally set to my account... sorry...

But now, the old comments... including the ones from earlier today... are gone... -.-*

Gomen...

Bad Day

okay....well last nit i stayed up very late.....i woke up....i was tired, yet i had to go to school.....yet i woke up late....i was in a rush...well....first and second werent SO bad.....yet i was very very very tired....the weather was c-r-a-p....okies well in third i took my guidance papers wid me so i could hand them into the guidance office that was convieniently in the same building...BUT someone decided to stall me...and i didnt want him to see my transfer papers....but NOOOOOOOOOO he just HAD to....and earlier on during second. i got my PM-frikin-S.....i didnt have ne...u no....and i asked my friend and she gave me a WINGLESS SMALL one....i was like O.O so ne wayz...in thrid i didnt feel like fighting for it....sum1 else saw and holy, they were making such a big deal, they dont kno me, i cant explain to them y im transfering to them...*shakes head* ne wayz....after class i go to the guidance office, i explain to the lady she gave me the wrong number she told me to come bac during fourth, and also kept my transfer sheets. i asked wat time and she shook her head ans said nvm. ill call u....fine.....so i leave, and i go to lunch....i leave my jacket in my locker as i make my way to the caf. everything's okay........until BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRINNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< WE GO outside in the FREEZING cold (joy) ne wayz...we finally go bac in and i go to fourth, where our teacher keeps us bac and nags @ us for being loud.....wow.....she was mean. AND the guidance counsler never calls me. I DO NOT have TIME for this....my course options are coming up REALLY soon! i need to contact ward NOW. grrrrr........i hope she had a REALLY GOOD reason ne wayz...off to soccer try outs.....*sighs* i have pms....soccer+pms DONT MIX......plus the fact that i had no change of clothes....to change into from the stains of blood.....*looks around* sorry if it's too much info.....and sum girl pushed me wid her hands and then scored a goal! i felt like punching HER! >.< for the first time.....and screaming at her...pms....does that. THEN like 50 million times....i fell to the ground and landed on my knee..this is indoor soccer....ground=pain.......my knee....swelled up SOOOOO much.......*sighs* my throat was sore also......but i decided to drink LYNCH water! they had warned us about that water....my mouth STILL tastes really bad...and it made my throat worse and me even thirstier....ne wayz...the lady says try outs r again tomorrow....i dont want to go to school....yet i have try outs....JOY! not to mention im going to miss bad again my band teacher is going to officaially start hateing..me...ne wayz me and jade r waiting for my dad to pick me up...i tell her about my bad day....she grabs a snow ball and she throws it on my BAG! im like! argh! my dad is going to get mad! ill add this to my blog later.....yup.....got into the car.....he got mad.....u.u.....but b4 i got in......i was walking up to the door....my dad turned on the wind shield whiper and i got SPRAYED wid window washer......er.......ne wayz....jade said she'd come over.....she'd try to cheer me up....i guess im ait....but my knee still hurts......b^-^ boo-chan's talking to me...he makes me really happy...so im ait.........even tho my knee looks like rudolphs nose....ne wayz......jade's upstairs. l8z

HoSHi*

ahh yes yes im better, i havent sumhow died *clears throat* okies..i willl not b updating this site till it is fixed......*looks around* fixed and whoa! our cable is out! im now using my mom's net....yeesh! i haveta do homework...>.< o.o....for sum reason i just had the urge to play FFX.....but i dont want to...takes too long to beat, ahhh so bored! it's too quiet!!! ahhhhhhhh
*looks at time* oh..it's not even four yet...but still...people should b online by now...*sniff*

HoSHi*